Infertility · Love letters to Abby · Motherhood · Prayers

This is NOT the update that I wanted to write {But something just as precious}

I missed writing my 10-month update. On March 4, I should be writing Abby’s 11-month update. And, while the next several weeks promise to be insanely busy, I have faith that I will write…eventually. That’s how I process stress and life. That’s how I keep time, record memories, emerge from the fog that is early… Continue reading This is NOT the update that I wanted to write {But something just as precious}

Giving Thanks · Infertility · Prayers · Pregnancy

When we struggle and when we rejoice {The Chaos and Beauty of the Co-Mingling}

Count the moments when you ONLY felt pure joy. They are few and far between. Count the days when grief was so overwhelming that there wasn’t even a moment of a rainbow. Also, praise God, those days do not occur often. Yet, I’ve experience both. You too have undoubtedly walked through the rainbow and the… Continue reading When we struggle and when we rejoice {The Chaos and Beauty of the Co-Mingling}

Infertility

In shock

I’m still in shock. This is not the answer that I expected. I’m struggling to believe that my little Mira will be joining Sweet Pea. Please pray that I start bleeding quickly…. Also, I’m questioning when I should try again. Is there a message that I’m supposed to be gathering from the past two failed… Continue reading In shock