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334 Licks {And other important numbers}

334 licks. Not likes. Licks. Thanks to an amazing friend who sent me to Houston with a thoughtful care package, including a lollipop for the waiting rooms and times.  While I was coming out of the fog of my anesthesia (quite a delightful fog, too, I might add), I assigned DH to counting. And count… Continue reading 334 Licks {And other important numbers}

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While the emotions are still raw {Or when God says, “Not now”}

What a wonderful night of sleep…in the midst of my colorful fantasy land two tests came up “pregnant.” One even blinked the word at me in some ethereal code of congratulations. I was surrounded by family and friends to tell and surprise. It was beautiful. ~~~ Sitting on the bathroom floor, however, my miracle lasted… Continue reading While the emotions are still raw {Or when God says, “Not now”}

Infertility · Remedies

Hard to write. Staring into the depths of jealousy.

It’s amazing how hard it is to write right now. It’s not that I’m running from reality. It’s not that I’ve stopped processing the upcoming injections and IUI. It’s just that I’m exhausted. Frantically trying to prepare my classroom for a two-plus week long absence. Attempting to eat in such a way as to prepare… Continue reading Hard to write. Staring into the depths of jealousy.

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Bits of this and a lot of that

***Originally posted this evening on my personal blog http://acupofbliss.wordpress.com/2012/09/13/bits-of-this-and-a-lot-of-that/ ~~~ Words compete with thoughts that compete with dreams that compete with memories that compete with prayers. Bits and pieces of the past several weeks float to the surface, fighting to be discussed, analyzed, processed through, evaluated. Yet, despite the cacophony of events and emotions surging forward, I’ve… Continue reading Bits of this and a lot of that