Infertility · Motherhood · Prayers · Remedies · TTC Baby #2

Bravely Breaking the Silence {TTC Baby #2}

Years ago I wrote a poem that narrated both my brokenness and my healing. And, tonight, I’m drawn back to the emotions that flowed then. That flow now. ~~~ Illuminating. Probing. Unburying. Dawn streaks across the sky. I whimper beneath a warming ray. Afraid to thaw – afraid to let my emotions cry.   Whoosh.… Continue reading Bravely Breaking the Silence {TTC Baby #2}

Infertility · Motherhood

Time to Say Goodbye {For a Short Time}

Abby is one-year-old. I am 13 months postpartum. My body looks different. I’m still nursing. Haven’t ovulated (but that hasn’t happened since I was 16…i.e. my “unexplained infertility”). Losing chunks of hair in the shower. Drinking too much coffee. Life is good. I still take pregnancy tests every so often, and they are always negative.… Continue reading Time to Say Goodbye {For a Short Time}